Embodied

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My intuition is my greatest weapon.

It anchors me in both worlds.

I’m not only existing, I am fully alive.

My soul feels ancient. It continues to remind me of the many lifetimes of spiritual exile. But now I feel I am home. Here in this body. I have found safety. What a cosmic phenomenon that is.

The depth of it swallows me sometimes,

but I can no longer hide. This path has been lonely. And every time I deny this force inside of me, it destroys everything in my path and pulls me back.

I think it’s time. I think it’s time I just give up and let the Universe have its way with me. I give up.

This wisdom comes from within,

I remember times before time existed,

But I also feel like a child, brand new, early, free

My thoughts have isolated me my whole life, but it’s time now to just quit caring. I don’t want to care to be understood or not. For I know I am a walking paradox.

I am not meant to be understood. I am meant to be felt.

Do you feel me world? Do you feel? Is there anyone there? I don’t want to fly anymore. I want to walk right here, barefoot on the ground. Rooted in this physical world. No longer escaping through the roof of transcendence.

I want it to be messy, raw and real This is embodiment. I have arrived.

Always curious. Always asking.

Full of love.

Connected to the All.

I have cleaned so much the impurities of mymind that I can see the world clearly. I see myself clearly. Oh how lovely. Oh how lucky i am. You were right, I am a lucky bitch. No wonder everyone despises my joy.

Grasp your hand around that flame and cover it, for those who do not see yet will blow it out.

This is to have integrated the non-physical and physical aspect of you as One.

Completely extraordinary.

That is my experience.

My desire is simple and infinite:

That we all remember our true nature.

May I never forget again.

But even if I do, and I am sure I will, because that is what we all signed up for

To experience contrast and to feel our emotions deeply.

Eyes closed. Heart open.

We are limitless.

Within you are the keys.

Within you is the map.

To realise your limitless potential.

Let me be your mirror.

Your muse.

Your mother.

With love,

Tabitha 🪽